HAPPINESS AND LIFE

SO IM LAYING DOWN IN BED AND A FEW THOUGHTS RUN THREW MY MIND. FOR THOSE THAT ARE READING THIS IT MAY SEEM LIKE U CANNOT GRASP WHAT EXACTLY IM FEELING. WHAT AM I TALKING ABOUT??? LOVE AS IF U COULDNT TELL BY THESE BRIGHT RED LETTERS LOL. IM NEW TO THE LOVE SCENE BUT IM MUCH MORE WISER AND AWARE TO THINGS NOW. I WANNA BREAK DOWN THE FACTS THAT IVE LEARNED ABOUT RELATIONSHIPS AND GUYS N GENERAL(GUYS CORRECT ME IF IM WRONG)..

1.WHEN A GUY LIES HE TENDS TO FORGET THE 1ST LIE & END UP TELLING ON HIMSELF

2. WHEN A GUY IS IN LOVE HE TENDS TO WAIT UNTIL U TELL HIM U LOVE HIM FIRST TO AVOID CRUSHED FEELINGS

3.RELATIONSHIPS ARE ABOUT LEARNING AND GROWING TOGETHER..DONT JUST EXPECT THE WORLD AND NOT WANT TO GIVE BACK ANYTHING IN RETURN(NOT JUST TALKING ABUT $$$ EITHER)

4, GUYS LIKE ATTENTION ALSO..SOMETIMES THE ONLY WAY THEY KNOW HOW TO SHOW IT IS THREW SEX(SAD BUT TRUE AND ITS TIME FOR U TO GROW UP IF U THINKING THIS WAY)





SO YEAH THOSE ARE A FEW THINGS THAT RAN THREW MY MIND. EACH GUY IS SO DIFFERENT IN THEIR OWN LITTLE WAYS. IN MY MIND BEING HAPPY DOESNT HAVE TO INCLUDE BEING IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH A MAN..THAT WOULD BE NICE BUT I HAVE OTHER THINGS AND PPL IN MY LIFE THAT COMPLETE ME..1ST BEING MY PRECIOUS 16 1/2 MONTH OLD BABY BOY CJ AKA POODIE. HE IS MY WORLD. THE REASON I FIGHT SO HARD FOR THINGS IN MY LIFE TO BE RIGHT. HIS SMILE BRIGTHENS MY DAY AND MAKES LIFE ALL WORTH-WHILE.



SO YES I SAID BEING HAPPY IN MY MIND DOESNT HAVE TO HAVE A MAN IN MY LIFE OR BEING IN A RELATIONSHIP BUT YET IN STILL I CRAVE "HIS TOUCH". I LAY UP IN BED THINKING ABOUT WHAT IT WOULD FEEL LIKE FOR "HIM" TO RAP HIS ARMS AROUND ME. TO HOLD ME SO TIGHT AND NEVER LET ME GO BACK TO THIS CRUEL CRUEL WORLD. I WONDER HOW THINGS GOT TO THIS PLACE AND ME THINKING OF "HIM" DURING THE DAY, WHILE DOING OTHER THINGS.. I GUESS EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE HAS A CERTAIN PLACE IN TIME.,MAYBE U DONT UNDERSTAND WHAT IM TYPING BUT ITS CLEAR IN MY MIND..HMMM MAYBE NOT SO CLEAR BUT SEMI-CLEAR LOL WELL IMMA LET IT MARINATE AND SIMMER UNTIL I COME UP WITH A LOGICAL ANSWER OR CONCLUSION...LOL DAMNNNNNNN

& "HE" IS ON MY MIND


UNTIL NEXT TIME XOXOSMOOCHIESXOXO____TRACEY AKA @BROWN_SUGARXOXO